its the breakdown again...

Story of my life... rather my moms life. Living with a person close to your heart with this mental disorder has been hard and i thought i could get used to it. I never had. and it still shocks me to the least.

Humility and frustrations.

Eversince i was a kid my siblings told me that she had this condition not long after i was given birth. I guess the type of personality my mother has (timid and meek) made this tendency possible.

Its this season again. She has this periods where she hits it off with a mellow note then it progress to worse and, hopefully, eventually she will come back to her senses.

I thought, well, like the disease diabetes that is more popular in both lines of my family will i inherit the non medical sickness or will my future off-springs will? hard to answer.

From experience i know for a fact that this person should be tolerated and not to be ashamed of. Like a clock the mind also dysfunctions as well. Speak to them more softly and avoid mentioning their sickness and do not raise your voice not even if you are at your wit's ends. Always give them relaxing medicines. My mom has this maintenance pills but due to cost and insensitivity (yes im no angel) we could not provide her daily dose of her meds. Its not like its all our fault, sometimes this persons deny their sickness and refuse to take meds, my mom often lies that she takes them even if we knew she didnt.

Hard to cope.

Its time to blog again.

And hopefully this will last.. kinda like the numerous accounts of blogs and accounts ive set up all over the internet that i forget what username nor password i wrote into.

Yeah,, im that forgetful. How bout you.

Anyways thanks to ate flor for reminding me to blog again...Although this is only for the fun. Sincerely thank you!... only im back to zero. Ive sorta deleted previous posts.

Well i promise to keep this up... sorta like the diary ive never wanted because its susceptible to intruders cause it has got no locks, well like those kinds of diaries that has fancy locks in them. Yeah... kids have that. I want one. Blogging here would save me the cost and effort to buy one. And besides its too outdated... yeah.

SUMMER!

the time of the year were you get down with the flu and also with bungang araw for the kids,moms keep your kids under watchful eyes or they'll get those itchy red painful blotches on their skin.

anyways...

Im getting my OJT this time... *if i can get m tcg(true copy of grades) by 1 week* in my school this takes for about 1 to 2 weeks. That is a very very long time... i thought they got those new computers and system softwares for something? :/
Also if i can afford to pay off the uniform fee which is approximately 2 k plus... whoow... this is what i hate in my university... unnecessary bills start showing up whilst you get older with them. BTW im in ADU (UAAP ring a bell?)

Got me a company in makati... nope no allowance. Sadly.